Tech N9ne - Choking from It lyrics

I'm here because last year
My mom almost died from pancreatitis when
She was 18, epilepsy hit you
Know couple years ago
Whenever that after she had
Epilepsy all her life, taking Dilantin
Taking different types of medicine
And out of
A psychiatric ward, - you know what
I mean? -lupus hit her, you know?
So my question to God was
"this is the lady that taught
Me how to love this
Is the lady that taught me taught me how to
Care, you know what I'm sayin' yet she's
Been tortured all her life" And
Uh, I'm asking God like, "Why did
It have to be mine
You know?" That's all it turned into