Xavier Weeks - Therapy lyrics

Told them they would see me on TV
I know that they wouldn't believe me
Now his kids wanna be me
Is this real life, or am i dreamin' (dreamin)
I'd be lying, if i said it was easy (oh)
My momma been callin' to see me (yeah, yeah)
I've been going too crazy on repeat
They told me keep going, move forward (oh)
Stay strong
And don't change for anybody else (else)
They ask if i'm good, i'm good
Cause i can't say like anything else (oh)
I've been lashing out i've been acting out
I've been getting too angry
And one day i'm up, the next day i'm down
I'm going through phases (phases)
Temporarily, i'm good
But next day i've been cold (oh)
I need therapy
But i know this the life that i chose (oh)
If you don't take my soul
These drugs gon' take me first (first)
And i've been through hell
So baby do your worst (yes)
Stressin' bout things, that i can't change
Trying new things just to maintain (yeah)
They act like we twins or some
But no we not on the same page (ah)
Keep moving forward, just be yourself
Do not get influenced
Gotta do it for yourself
Cause if you do it for the
Crowd then you already losin' (losin)
I know it's, my bad, but the fall of me
I just pack my bags and i just leave
(just leave)
Cause you don't see what i just see
(just see) , and that's okay (oh)
Don't follow the crowd
Just follow your dreams (dreams)
I do it for the fans, it's bigger than me
These for the ones that felt like me
I was looking for a hoe
That was looking for peace
I can't pay no one to listen to me
Cause this my therapy (therapy)
And let them stare at me (oh) oh oh oh

I'd be lying, if i said it was easy
My momma been callin' to see me (see me)
I've been going too crazy (too crazy)
On repeat (ah)
They told me keep going, move forward
Stay strong
And don't change for anybody else
(anybody else)
They ask if i'm good, i'm good
Cause i can't say like anything else
(oh woah) i've been lashing out
I've been acting out
I've been getting too angry (that's true)
And one day i'm up, the next day i'm down
I'm going through phases (please help me)
Temporarily, i'm good
But next day i've been cold i need therapy
But i know this the life that i chose
(that's true)