XDiemondx - Growing Up lyrics

Waking up is fucking lame
Feeling like I'm not the same
I just wish to end these days
I just wish to end these days

I don’t wanna go around
Never leave my fucking house
I just feel is not the same
Hanging out is not the same
All my friends are going far
And I'm still here with my guitar
Ain't got nothing to be proud

And Don’t tell me I'll be fine
I don't even know why I'm dead inside
I can hold this fucking door
I can hold this fucking door

You know that I can't go on
Same reason but I can't let go
I've tried to leave but
I'm haunted by your ghost

There’s something wrong inside my mind
Don’t wanna live but don't want to die
Fells like i’ll fade away
There's nothing else to say

I guess this is growing up
And I never felt so fucked
I believed in all those lies
I believed in all those lies
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up
And I never felt so fucked
I believed in all those lies
I believed in all those lies
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up
And I never felt so fucked
I believed in all those lies
I believed in all those lies
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up

I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up
I guess this is growing up