Xenoswrld - Granite Walls lyrics

No I cannot help myself I
Don't know how it felt I
Don't know how to help I
Don't know how to tell if
I've been sent to jail I
Cannot see the cell I cannot make the bail I
Wind won't make the sail I'm failing oh

When I wake up everything pissing me off
I don't wanna know anything
You talking about
I don't even know how many
Pounds I done lost
Cup of ramen noodles I think
I'll be good til tomorrow
Keeping count of how much I
Say sorry too much why the hell am I always
Saying sorry so much?
Why the hell is it so hard to find my
Worth in the wreckage of my real life?
Oh I think I killed my ego when I realized
How much I can't see my
Self and I can't just save myself
And I nеver forgave myself
And I always tеll myself
I don't know which hell is hell
Don't like parties I hate people
Do I really? No, I need 'em
I say sorry cause I mean it
You say stop it like it's evil
Whole body in the deep end
The lifeguard watch it sinking
I asked god "Hey what's the meaning?"
I wonder if he seen it?
I told the world to bring it
I lost myself in singing
I lost myself in reading
The texts that I'm receiving from you
I'm clinging to you
I'm feigning for you and

No I cannot help myself I
Don't know how it felt I
Don't know how to help I
Don't know how to tell if
I've been sent to jail I
Cannot see the cell I cannot make the bail I
Wind won't make the sail
I cannot help myself I
Don't know how it felt I
Don't know how to help I
Don't know how to tell if
I've been sent to jail
Cannot see the cell I cannot make the bail
Wind won't make the sail I'm failing-

Granite walls close me in need a cannonball
Cerebrum looking like abandoned malls
Starting to feel like a neanderthal
Battling myself it's a full-on brawl
Barrel of the gun paints canvas walls
Like a downloaded driver that
Just can't install
Eating at my mind like a cannibal
Yea if it fanned out
Would it still be planned out?
Think I missed my chance oh
I never made land ho
Don't say that you can't go
I was never waiting i was never patient
And now it's all been thrown in my face

It's all gon work out long as we alive
Long as we it's aight
Long as I'm good dawg
Long as we live live, I don't
Long as I'm alive, I don't huh yea
Long as I long as I
Long as you love me as long as I love myself