XXXTENTACION - Carry On lyrics

How did you get here? I'm drunk and confused
I tried to be patient with you, yeah
High up, you're falling back down

Trapped in a concept, falsely accused
Misused and misled, bitch
I'm hopin' you fuckin' rest in peace
Now the fact that I'm
Alone is fuckin' comfortin'
And I can't seem to shake
This fuckin' feeling in my… uh
Cold shoulder, heartbroken, misspoken
I'm cut open
Her fingers in all my stab wounds
And if she could
She'd probably dance on my grave
Inside my head, I see your face
I fuckin' hate that I love you still (yeah)
(Down)

Carry on, like flights, I just carry on
With this pain inside of my chest
Got no choice but to carry on, uh
Carry on, like flights, I just carry on
With this pain inside of my chest
Got no choice but to carry on, uh
Carry on, like flights, I just carry on
With this pain inside of my chest
Got no choice but to carry on, uh yeah

How did you get here? I'm drunk and confused
I tried to be patient with you, yeah
High up, you're falling back down