XXXTENTACION - Train food lyrics

I remember I had walked home that day
Content with all my misery
Told myself it'd get better
No clue what there was next for me
Remember there was people, walkin'
Talkin' in the distance
I was dressed for winter weather
But the summer rays were kissing me, I
I was lost

So I took a different path
In the distance he awaited me had no weapon
I'm guessin' his hands were
Just enough for me was no question
I'm guessin' he laughed just at
The sight of me i was lost

I remember I had walked home that day
Content with all my misery
Told myself it'd get better
No clue what there was next for me
Remember there was people, walkin'
Talkin' in the distance
I was dressed for winter weather
But the summer rays were kissing me, I
I was lost

And there he was, his presence was alarming
As he approached, was casual
We talked 'bout self harming
He told me, "Kid
You shouldn't be walkin' on your own"
He smiled and laughed, and pat my back
He asked, "How far are you from home?"
I said, "Maybe 30 minutes"
His frequency distorted quick
I seen it in his image
I should've run right fucking there, a

You ever woke up on a train track
With no motherfuckin' clothes on?
Death before your eyes, you prayin' to God
But ain't no response tryna scream for hope
Just a shoulder that you can lean on
But ain't nobody comin'
So you scream on and scream on and scream on
While this evil fuck laugh at you
Train getting closer
You still surprised that he battered you
Tears falling harder and harder
Minutes get minuscule
Could've had a son or a daughter
Now what you finna do?
You finna die here on this train track
'Cause clearly after death
Ain't no way you can find your way back
Thinking 'bout your previous memories
Going way back
All them fucking dreams 'bout a
Diamond chain and a Maybach
Now your time finally up
Ask yourself this final question
Is you going down or up?
Recollectin' all the moments that you
Never gave a fuck
Now it's here, death has now arrived
Time's finally up