XXXTENTACION - ​voice memo 8 - SAD! video concept lyrics

I'm recording this yeah
Just so I have it for reference okay
What do you want? You know
What I mean? This is your video
Like you can create whatever you want
Like remember how I told you
Like zoom into my eyes, then have it
Zoom out of the eyes and then
We'll be in a different scene
We can really play on that and
Do like a lot of things
Well that it makes it way easier in
Terms of transitioning and terms of scenes
Yeah, that's what I'm saying, all the-
Each scene would zoom
Out of my eye and zoom into my eye, like I
Wanna be in the-, like this
Is gonna be green screen
Right? We're gonna have to like
Have like a chair, like
A chair or a couch, right? And I want
Everything around me to be blacked out
Like remember how in that one
Scene where I was like-, I was like-
I was like in the, um-, in like this
Blue place and shit
This time I want it to be all darkness
Like a massive, big black
Room where there's-
You don't know where the end is?
A-, a massive
Big black room and you you don't
Know where-, where it is
And I'm like sitting-, and
I'm sitting and there's a masked
Man in front of
Me, right? And they don't show his face
But you can see- you said a massive man?
Sorry, I'm sorry, not a masked man
A hooded man and you can-, you don't see
His face, it just shows the hood and
He has on like, a cloak
And he speaks to me and he
Says "They do not understand
You do you not fear? The
Worst enemy is yourself
And yet you seem unbothered although
You cannot pretend like you
Have walked through life unscathed"
And I'm gonna have
Him like-, I'm gonna come up with like
His dialog and come up with
Something crazy for him
To say, and then it'll be like me within
My own mind, little do they realize like
This is all like, my world, right? So it's
Like, I'm gonna come up with like
This whole concept
Of like amounting to the light that I can
Become, and like understand-, like
Bro, the con-
The concept can be like genius so-
And then we can jump-
Then we can like jump into
The scene where I could say-, where as like-
'cause then obviously it's like "Who am I?
Someone that's afraid to let go" and then
Like-, you can tie those line-
You can tie those lyrics on to
Like, someone that's a let-
Afraid to let go of my previous self in fear
That the fact of who I will truly become
Letting go of someone else, you said?
Letting go of my previous self
You know what I mean? Yeah
Because that my-, my previous
Self holds like, my memories
Hold me to the person that I was
You understand? Yeah
So in the same aspect, like "Who am
I? Someone that's afraid to let go", you
See how you can tie those line-, that
Tie-, that tie to that concept, what
Do you feel that's it's missing? Because if-
If it's missing anything
'cause obviously tomorrow
Is Friday and Saturday is very soon, um
Oh-ho, Rufus is so fucking cute, bruh
Literally a little leopard
However, I do feel that there is
Things missing and I'm gonna
Have to come up with something
For that and then prob'
So what you wanna do? Go to bed right now?
No, I'm not going to bed
I would like to go sit in front of my
Computer so I can remember
Exactly what I'm doing
Do you wanna go write it down or something?
Yes
Then go, go do it, are we done, should I
Should I dip?
Yes, yes-, no, you don't have to dip, I mean-
I mean if you wanna dip, yeah
Then you probably i mean, what, what else
Do you think you gonna come up with anything
Else that's worth me staying around for?
Shit, I mean
Not nothing that I can't send to you alright