Yatta Bandz - Hard Headed lyrics

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Tryna change my way of thinkin'
I just don't know where to start
Tend to keep my head up
But my mind falling apart
And money don't heal the pain
I just hide it with shit I bought
I put chains around my neck
But can't put chains around my heart
I let people into my life who
Said it's gon' be alright
Thinkin' that they wouldn't
But they would for the right price
I think love is overrated anyway
'Cause if the love real
It shouldn't fade away
And I used to pray for better days
They ain't ever came
Love is overrated anyways
It don't mean a thing
It just turn my heart darker
But made me think smarter
When pain come from someone you love
It hit harder trustin' all my brothers
Know I love 'em to the death of me
Loyalty should come with the love
That's the recipe think I need a scouter
It be hard to read yo' energy
And you ain't treat me right
But, I still gave you what's left of me

They say live and learn
But when I'ma start learning?
And If time really heal
Then why am I still hurting?
'Cause, I been waiting, Lord
I been so patient
Feel like it's the same old thing
Just a different day same fake love
They just showin' it in different ways
Keep fallin' for it and I don't get it
Heart too big and I'm hard headed

Everybody telling me that time gon' heal me
If it don't happen soon
Father Time gon' kill me
'Cause, I can't see clearly
I don't know where I'm goin'
Blind, but my eyes wide open
Turned they back on me
Bet they won't do that shit again
I remember when the mirror was
My one and only friend
Even that came to an end
I learned how to love myself
Locked in and put my feelings on the shelf
Remember I was cryin' out for help
And I felt so ignored?
Feel like I been crossed by everyone
That I had feelings for
I'ma be the greatest
That's the only thing I know for sure
Tryna ride my wave when they the
Ones who threw me overboard
Look at how them tables turn
She ain't wait for me
But want me to wait for her
I can't do that, baby
I'm the only one that can save me
Appreciate the beauty in the struggle
'cause it made me

They say live and learn
But when I'ma start learning?
And If time really heal
Then why am I still hurting?
'Cause, I been waiting, Lord
I been so patient
Feel like it's the same old thing
Just a different day same fake love
They just showin' it in different ways
Keep fallin' for it and I don't get it
Heart too big and I'm hard headed