Yatta Bandz - Toxic Inspiration lyrics

Oh oh oh oh, all my melodies ever be, ever be
Adelso on this

You one of the reasons why
I strive to be better
Thinking if I was better then
Maybe we'd be together
But, I know that's false
I've been out here looking for
The love that we lost
Hoping one day I might find it once
I fix all of my flaws baby
But, that's now how the story ends and yeah
I know it but I still like to pretend
That you my lover and my friend
And after we donе working on ourselves
You cross my path and we
Gon' fall in lovе again
But isn't that what we all say
Just so we can soften up the heartbreak
Sad to say I learned that shit the hard way
Real question is
Did you really mean all of that shit or am
I waiting on a date that don't exist?
Please let me know
Did you only tell me that we could just to
Hide the fact you leaving me for good
Cause if so that's fine
I'll just keep on working on myself to be as
Happy as I was when you were mine

Cause, I've been tryna keep my head up
Memories don't make it better
Struggling to keep it all together
Hoping that you acknowledging my
Effort, na, na, na, na
Cause, I've been so patient
Tryna save you when I'm the
One who need the saving
You can still find me right
Here I'll be waiting
I just hope you know that
You my toxic inspiration

Know that you ain't coming back
But, I'll be waiting anyway
What's inside my heart for you is way
More than these words can say
Way more than these songs
Tryna right my wrongs
Feelings that I got for you too strong
I can't leave you lone this pain just
Ain't gon' stop till you come home
And this ain't how it's supposed to be
And if it is then that
Ain't good enough for me
Cause in my heart I still believe that you
And me are still meant to be
So I'ma grow into the person that you need

Tell you come home, home, home
I've been all alone, lone, lone, lone
I find it crazy it's been working
You not by my side but still
Make me a better person
If it ain't meant to be then
I'ma end up all alone
But that'll be alright aslong you
Notice that I've grown

Cause, I've been tryna keep my head up
Memories don't make it better
Struggling to keep it all together
Hoping that you acknowledging my
Effort, na, na, na, na
Cause, I've been so patient
Tryna save you when I'm the
One who need the saving
You can still find me right
Here I'll be waiting
I just hope you know that
You my toxic inspiration (M-m-m)