Yellowcard - Up Hill Both Ways lyrics

Everytime I try (I try)
To read between the lines
I'm left wondering what I did so wrong
Everytime I try (I try) try to rationalize
When everyone went wrong why didn't we die?
Everytime I think about
What it would be like without
All the things you give to me
All these thoughts keep running
Through my head nothing to believe
Look back find the things I lost
There's nothing left there, so it seems

Up hill both ways nothing left to say, yeah
I don't know how I made it this far
I don't know how (don't know how)
I made it last this long (I made it this far)
I don't know why (don't know why) i try

All these things keeps going through my head
(running through my head)
Don't know which way to turn
(don't know which way to turn) each path
Goes up hill both ways nothing but dust
Since I learned

Up hill both ways
Nothing left to do now
I don't want nothing to see