Echos, Yoe Mase - Handle lyrics

I’m trying to get my voice heard
I feel like I don’t deserve this
Tell me,  was all of this worth it?
Bringing me here, what is my purpose?
I carry the weight on my shoulders
And I cannot wait for this to be over
And I feel like I don’t deserve this
And I can’t decide, blessings or curses?

What do you want me to feel?
This house in my head isn’t real
What do you want me to say?
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I can handle

I’m trying so hard, so hard not to care
This place is alright, but it’s
So dark in here, Hеre
So why do I feel, I feel like a burden?
Keep tеlling myself that maybe I’ve earned it

What do you want me to feel?
This house in my head isn’t real
What do you want me to say?
Glass by the door and blood on the handle
You gave me more than I can handle

You gave me more than I can handle
You gave me more than I can handle