Young Social - The Flood of Tears, Pt. 3 lyrics

Oh shit, the antidepressant is wearing off
And now I'm paranoid
I feel the people staring off
Into the distance
The future I seem to always fear
If I can't face it tell me
Why the fuck I'm even here
Dissertations on how I'm
Seeking emancipation
Cause I'll discover inner peace
Through the isolation
My purpose may be clear
Possibly I was mistaken i need the peace
Somebody say as-salāmu alaykum
I doubt the people in my
Life really want me around
I'm so supportive
And I always seem to turn a frown
But when I'm feeling down they
Think I'm looking for attention
I say the same when I am
Speaking to my own reflection
On top of that I'm young
So I can't be opinionated
I put in thought but they
Just say I'm undereducated
But really I'm just over-medicated
It's no surprise
Everything has been premeditated

Drowning in the floods of tears
I'm a dark boy, I only got a few good years
The universe has my fate set up so linear
So I should do what I want
To do while I'm still here
Like find a pretty bitch and grab
Her my both of her ears
Tell her that she really have
Nothing left to fear and we can blow up like
That motherfucking blimp Goodyear
Pour out buckets overhead from all
The floods of tears

But truthfully I really just
Need something to do
Cause I just think about the worst when
I be up in my room
I hate to socialize but I can
Pull it off so it's cool
Maybe I'll join a gang and then I
Pull it off and it's bool
I hate to say that every night
I think of taking my life
I wanna die, doesn't even have to be suicide
I then I'll quiet down
Both my opticals will be dry
I couldn't make another motherfucking
Flood if I tried
I remember the moment I figured
Out I was crazy
Has some murderous intents like I
Could shoot up a baby
Has some murderous intents like I could
Pull up to my exes house
Take her pets out and snap the
Necks until there's no sound
Hate everyone at school it's just
Fake hoes and snake niggas
Not a pacifist, I'm a masochist
Beat me till my bones break nigga
Guess I only get with crazy girls but
I think crazy girls are great nigga
I can stomach it because my stomach been
Filled to the brim with liquor
Oh shit, fuck nigga
You can see I'm not playing with you
Fed up with feeling sad all the time
Dealing with all this anger too
Got schizophrenic tendencies
But I really don't mean to danger you
Blow my head off like Kurt did in the year
1996 minus 2 i can fake it pretty damn well
Illustrate a genuine smile too
Tell this girl to get me coffee like the
Big nigga from the Green Mile too
People think I'm just a clown
Because I wear 13 inch size shoes
They never notice that I
Got the motherfucking blues

Hey bro, we're starting to get worried
We haven't seen you in like two weeks bro
Where have you been? What are you doing?
Just call us when you get this I guess

It's kind of crazy when you think about it
Cause every nigga boast around
But I fucking doubt it
Built a natural sense of danger
For all my surroundings
But when I pick up the pen
And pad I'm fucking astounding we all real
Jesse Williams is talking truthful
They love to judge and hate
Because a nigga living youthful
But I put my thought in lyrics
And I made them useful
And I learned I shouldn't
Care about fucking approval
I want to change the world
And watch my money quadruple
My music so abrasive, abusive, so exclusive
If you in my lane expect a quick
Painless removal i'll never sell out
Big checks will get a refusal
This is my revival
I'm destined to be the best and
All the signs are vital
I'm 'bout to light me up a
Blue like I'm launching Tidal
And figure out why my ex
Feel so fucking entitled
Hold up, because I realize I'm killing it
I'm rocking back and forth like
I'm in a bassinet
Niggas checking for the flows
But I'm cashing in
Niggas checking for the hoes
I'm a rapping plant
I'd really love to see a
Fuck nigga sample that
Cause that's deadass the bottom line
It's fucking flat
A nigga feeling unstoppable like
I'm Rascal Flatts
It's like I'm fucking a pistol
When I'm cocking the strap
Shoutout to my girlfriend
Know that I'ma love you till
The motherfucking world ends
Telling me to chill when I'm 'bout
To go off the deep end
And you a motherfucking dime girl
Perfect ten
Every flood of tears evaporates eventually
But I get a rain of hate
Every time they mention me
I don't need negativity all in my sight
The dark thoughts only happen at midnight