YoungBoy Never Broke Again - Letter to Big Dump lyrics

Jake Angel on the track oh, Desmond
Oh, Dump, oh, my friend
Ooh, ooh, yeah-eah-eah
Ooh, ooh, la la la, la, la, la
Ooh, ooh, I tried, I tried, I tried

Lil' sister left me and I ain't been the same
I still see my daddy
Hidin' somethin' from me
And I think it's pain
I thought this money would change everything
And it did
I don't know who I'm is, I don't see my kids
I lost my friends, I need you now
I, I'ma tell you now that I
Got my back against the wall
But I'm not fucked up
I just need to watch 'em all
I clench my fist, I know they see my flaws
Oh, each of them, I love all
But they not real, they not
Here for me, my nigga, huh
I put my gun down
I cry every night for the ones laid down
I sit and I viеw, lookin' down in my town
How the fuck he gon' treat mе
Like I ain't his son neither?
Why the fuck she gon' treat me
This way behind a bitch
And I showed from the start
I'd never leave her?
Look inside my eyes, I know they seen evil
But I been this way since I was a child and
I feel I'm the one who deserve to leave here
I had a conversation with the man who
Contracted your life to be gone
I hope you see my progress
And glad I'm movin' on, i'm grown
I got a beautiful family up inside my home
I see the whole city bashin' me
But, when they had the chance to play with me
Ain't neither one of 'em
Drop they nuts to see that
I'm gon' make 'em bleed i bleed, big Bs
That's me, I ain't changin' for no one, nah
I ain't get the chance to see Ten
Daughter and it's fuckin' with me, slime
Her daddy out there thuggin' and I'm gon' be
The one have to hold her down
My BaBa, I apologize
I think about how this all gone
Wrong and then I cry, my nigga
I'm a real Christian, I think of you
And Inshallah
I say, "Amen, " but all for you
I learned ashe
They think I'm crazy from all this
Pain runnin' deep through me
All the hurtful things
I just sit 'round and play like I don't see
Give up all these things for to
Feel my grandma kiss on me
Broke down and I cried, ran to the bathroom
Jaz followed behind
She had to hold me and tell me
"Everything gon' be fine" oh, I'm slime
I pray for Thug askin' God one more time
If you ain't had once
We all deserve a second chance to shine
Motherfuck that jewelry
I’ll send a million dollars
Right now to Shyne
That's if you need me, 'cause I
Know one day, I'ma need you, nigga
If you ain't supporting anything that I'm
On you don't need me, nigga
He went on live, I heard his
Son say he smokin' on Top, huh?
That's fucked up, you mad I speak my mind
And you my fuckin' Five

Fire, I adapted and it don't burn
I'm havin' plans on goin' higher
Spread my wings, fly away on my own
I told 'em that I would be so real
Searchin' the skies all for my friends
I'm tryna find a way on your end
Promisin' you I'd never leave again
Never left me, nah, you never left me, nah

And I ain't missin' you now
I know you see me smile
I'm in this big-ass house, limited love
I need all got off of drugs, I'm strong, no
They ain't feelin' me now
I wan' take the long road and I don't care
I'm not scared of anything that I run into
The long road, long as you there
They ain't ever been able to fuck with us
I know we good no, they don't know me good
Try to find another that go about it like me
They'll never do it
Ridin' through my section, everyone property
I done been through it
Whoever truly proud of me, I
Just tell 'em all, "We could all do it"
Bub, that my daddy brother
That my uncle and I hold it down for 'em
And even when I call he
Ain't gon' come, but shit
I'ma go to war for him
Tell my enemies, "My soul strong
I don't need to bear arms"
Please leave me 'lone 'cause if you fuck up
Then I'ma have to touch one
Nigga, I'm on one, no, fuck that, nigga
I'm on a million
Savin' all these millions for my children
It's time I help civilians
Before they get caught up
In all these killings
I know you know this serious
Givin' all this shit back to my city
And they system plannin' to kill me
It's a dirty world
Daddy steady textin' me, I don't wanna talk
My nigga
Gave you the world, I even gave it to
The ones spit me out, my nigga
And you still don't hit me
I seen you run off when you down
My tears soundin' like a fountain
Ain't even from upstairs
Know my daughter hear it tell my judge
"Just let me take some flowers to
My grandma grave one more time"
And I won't give my time to y'all, I say
"Not one more time"
My light not dim, they shut
It off, but again, i'm gon' shine
A man before anything
Who the fuck is I? Lil Top

Fire, I adapted and it don't burn
I'm havin' plans on goin' higher
Spread my wings, fly away on my own
I told 'em that I would be so real
Searchin' the skies all for my friends
I'm tryna find a way on your end
Promisin' you I'd never leave again
Never left me, nah

Oh, ooh, oh, man you never left me, nah
You ain't ever leave me, nigga
I had to sit here, and
I had to sit here and tell myself that
I don't take nothin' personal, man
You wouldn't believe the people I
Been havin' conversations with
I feel good about myself, I feel good, bro
It's crazy
I'm over here, I'm gettin' myself together
Dump i'm startin' to see the real, nigga
I'm too real
I'm holdin' it down, man, I know
I know for a fact, you proud
You all the meaningful things, and, that's
Where you at right now, my nigga
So I know you know it's
A bigger side of life, you heard me?
I'm still tryna get my friends on
What I say?
The ones who I thought was my friends
Thought was my friends
I'm tryna get them to see I
Never turned my back on you, nigga
I'll forever go, I I 'm on anything you on
My nigga, long as it's the right thing
You heard me? I got a family now, I wish
You could see my daughters, dump
You hear me? My Mumu, her name
Love, I got Klemenza too
And I got seven others
It's a beautiful lifestyle, my nigga
It's a beautiful one
And no matter what, I don't
Wanna lose this for nothin', you hear me?
But I'll lose it for the ones that love me
I still ain't get put in
No family pictures yet, my nigga
I think I gotta, I think I been livin'
In a false, in a false tale, or some shit
In a life that ain't real, you hear me?
But I got to understand, though
It's a lot I gotta understand
I still got a lot of more growin' to do
Ayy, I know she listenin', but
Man, ayy tell my grandmother, "I did it"
I did it, nigga, you hear me?
In a, in a minute, I'ma come back and
Take care of your family the right way
You hear me?
Shoutout BandMan, that my lil' nigga, man
Shoutout Birdman, my nigga Jeezy
I already got ChoppaBoy straight
Quincy comin' home in a minute, man
Ayy, this shit get gangster, nigga
This shit so gangster
I had to learn it ain't worth it
But you know which one I'm workin'
I'm workin' one from behind scenes
You hear me? I had to tell 'em, "This money
Ain't purple, it ain't green, nigga
These all blues"
Haha, let's see if they catch that, let's
See if it go over their head, nigga
This money all blue, nigga, you hear me?
Down South, the sky orange, up here
The late-night sky blue
Hold it down up there, man
I'll be headed your way soon
Flyin' like a eagle, nigga searchin' for ya
And I ain't gon' stop until I find ya
Sincerely, your lil' brother, Top
Go holler at lil' sis' for me, man
Tell her, "It's all good, " my nigga
It's good