Z. SMITH, Kelsey Tegenkamp , Knox - Am I Crazy? lyrics

Used to count up all my blessings
And place 'em on one hand
Stare at four fingers remaining, a thumb
And think I’m damned
Feeling like the missing piece of the
Puzzle would wear the label
Of a beautiful young woman
Whose love would keep me stable
Whose path would keep me straight
Ignore all my mistakes
Whose whispers in my ear
Would tell me I will be great
Thought that constant one-on-one & support
Was all I need
Keep repressing & praying but damn
It ain't enough for me
'Cause I’ve been tossing & turning in
A bеd that's too snug
Love is too sweet it's like
Candy I need drugs
No more hugs and sweet talk
I need fighting and chеap shots
Want that fucking when I break down
The door that you just locked

'Cause I got cravings for pain
And they won't leave me
Got a passion for scrapping
Then making up when you tease me
Want you to break me down
And act like you'll never need me
I need to feel that type of
Hurt to know I feel now ya feel me?

I need you to hurt me
Save your sorries, I need you to do me dirty
I'm feeling pleasure when you're
Showing me no mercy
I thought you heard me, got me getting wordy
Woah crashing like a landside
Lately conversations calling for an
End in sight so just set me a blazin’
Tell me baby, am I crazy?

So now I’m staring at my palms
Wonder if I am going mad
Is it crazy to want less
Than what you already have?
Is it insane to push away someone
Who loves what you are?
Am I deranged for wanting passion given
In the form of scars?
'Cause what you’ve given me is warmth
But all I think about is heat
Want that friction from your body
Marks on me that match your teeth
Want you shouting in my face
Yelling how you're about to leave
And right before you hit the door
You're pouncing right back in my sheets

'Cause I got cravings for pain
And they won’t leave me
Got a passion for scrapping
Then making up when you tease me
Want you to break me down
And act like you'll never need me
I need to feel that type of
Hurt to know I feel now ya feel me?

I need you to hurt me
Save your sorries, I need you to do me dirty
I'm feeling pleasure when you're
Showing me no mercy
I thought you heard me, got me getting wordy
Woah crashing like a landside
Lately conversations calling for an
End in sight so just set me a blazin'
Tell me baby, am I crazy?

'Cause I got cravings for pain
And they won't leave me
Got a passion for scrapping
Then making up when you tease me
Want you to break me down
And act like you'll never need me
I need to feel that type of
Hurt to know I feel now ya feel me?

I need you to hurt me
Save your sorries, I need you to do me dirty
I'm feeling pleasure when you're
Showing me no mercy
I thought you heard me, got me getting wordy
(Woah) crashing like a landside
Lately conversations calling for an
End in sight so just set me a blazin'
Tell me baby, am I crazy?

Am I crazy? Tell me Baby
Oh am I crazy? 'Cause I want you to hurt me
- why don't you hurt me? Am I crazy?
Am I crazy? Am I crazy?