Desmond Michael - Will I... lyrics

Here to change the weather
Better grab a sweater
Whether or not it works
We came here to find better
But I don’t really feel better
I feel kinda worse
So I’m getting this off my chest
Before I end up in a hertz
I been dealing with this feeling
For a while out here
I been trying to stop this feeling
For a while my dear
But I always feel like I’m alone I fear
And the more I try not
The morе I do that’s weird

Now I just wonder if lifе is worth it
Now I just wonder if the pain is worth it
If I could leave this Earth tomorrow
Would anyone notice?
Would they even cry, or would I?

Will I, ever feel comfortable open?
Will I ever have the strength within?
Will I ever be truly honest
With my family and friends?
Will I, Will I?

I was having a convo with this
Girl I used to like
Saying that’s she found another guy and
She says he’s Mr. Right
And she’s right, I can’t lie he’s a great guy
And I just find myself fake
Smiling on the sidelines
Trying to stay mature and strong
Thinking maybe I waited too long
Hooping somewhere in the future along
I can try to correct this wrong

Now I just wonder if life is worth it
Not I just wonder if the pain is worth it
If I could fly away from
Earth for just one day
To think of what I could say, would I?

Will I, ever feel comfortable open?
Will I ever have the strength within?
Will I ever be truly honest
With my family and friends?
Will I, Will I?

Nothing really matters anyway
At the end of the day
If I had a chance to say
Everything I could say, would I?
I probably wouldn’t
Just keep doing what I’m doing
Not living life just going through it
Everytime someone I love asks me if I’m fine
I just lie, but will I
(Will I?) keep up the lie
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know
I don’t know