Ekali, K.Flay - Forgot How to Dream lyrics

Why can't I be myself when I'm by myself?
I'm only nervous alone
What did I settle for?
Just a metaphor of something that
Felt like a home black ivy, I'm so lost
Come find me wandering
Used to be reliable, now I'm liable
For promises I couldn't keep
I was a little kid, I was different
The world is alive as I sleep
All day eyes shut, my mind just stays blank

Guess I forgot how to dream
Guess I forgot how to dream

Think that I'm losing it
I'm confusing things
That I used to keep in a line
Why can't I trust myself
Learn to love myself?
They say it's a sign of the times
Don't leave me, oh my mind won't stay easy
Easy i've been along for the ride
But I haven't been driving
Haven't used my eyes in a minute
Swear I'm sincere but the weed and the
Internet clouded my vision
These lights make it hard just to sit in
Or live in the skin that I got
Turned into something I'm not
I'm looking at photos of people
Looking at the clock

Guess I forgot how to dream
Guess I forgot how to dream

Guess I forgot how to dream, dream, dream
Guess I forgot how to dream, dream, dream
Dream