Elavity - I'm Sorry.. lyrics

I just fucked my life now I’m switching up
Thousand new texts, I’m not reading them
He got beef with us,  get out my sight
Fuck the peace the violence I'm a fiend now
I just stole her heart I won’t give it up
Twenty missed calls I won’t answer them
Broken heart bleeding feeling dangerous
Frozen tears falling but it’s burning now

Tired of the ways that I always try to face
I’m hurting on the inside, happiness I fake
I don’t like these sad songs
Trying to find my place throw a match to the
Fire watch me contemplate
Numb to the lies chemicals inside my brain
Razor blade to my name show you I’m insane
Book a flight for two In fact it’s
Better when it’s me & you
I hope that everything stays true
Stop me from turning blue in
The water where I drown
In the woods not a sound, lay up underneath
The tree just give me time to think
I’ll express feelings
Just to feel to feel anything
Pills rewire my brain I don’t
Feel the same hatred
Ignorance flowing my veins make me feel worse
I’m a goddamn curse
Picture me in a pink hearse bloody
Knuckles so I guess he heard
Why oh why am I alive I try
To pull through I can’t get out
I’m sick of feeling like this
Fuck you and your friends
Need to mind their business
Look around the streets I’m gone

And I’ve been feeling like this for so long
I’m sorry that it only comes out in songs
I just hope you don’t think I’m insane
Well I am but I hope that you can relate

I just fucked my life now I’m switching up
Thousand new texts, I’m not reading them
He got beef with us, get out my sight
Fuck the peace the violence I'm a fiend now
I just stole her heart I won’t give it up
Twenty missed calls I won’t answer them
Broken heart bleeding feeling dangerous
Frozen tears falling but it’s burning now