Ely Waves - I wish u would call me lyrics

I wish that you would call me
I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me
But you wanted the best
So I’ll wait for the day I
Won’t wait for you anyways
You say that this was on me
Like I would just forget
So I’ll wait for the day I
Won’t wait for you anyways
Oh, I’ll wait for someday

What I’m feeling tonight
I can’t put it in words
I put up my fight to the best of me
You know the recipe
Won’t know the rest of me
Shit you ain’t heard
You’re feeling so dead to me
Or so you should
This a vasectomy, rip to my energy
Guess we weren’t meant to be
Or maybe we were
But thеse days I’m not feeling to sure
Like еach way, my feelings get hurt
And don’t be afraid but
It’s just getting worse
With every song and every verse
And every day when I think about you
Wanna kill myself
Cuz I can’t get all these demons out you
Theres no how to manual
For this situation but I love myself
And that is tangible, for dissipation
Separation but I’ll fight like hell
I mean well
But just don’t know what to do anymore
I go from remorse to my feet
At your door in a second
I just don’t get it
I got these questions shit I’m a mess and
I just don’t know how you feel about me
I think that I do, but I always doubt me
I wish you would call me tell me

I wish that you would call me
I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me
But you wanted the best
So I’ll wait for the day I
Won’t wait for you anyways
You say that this was on me
Like I would just forget
So I’ll wait for the day I
Won’t wait for you anyways
Oh, I’ll wait for someday

She called and she told me she loved it
But now I keep pushing her buttons
Twisting my heart and stomach, I plummet
Told her there’s nobody else
Baby just trust it it seems like she doesn’t
And I just don’t know what do
So many nights that I spent without you
Locked in this room
And now that you’re here
I’m wishing that you just love me for
Me and the person I am been trying my best
And I’m never gonna blame
If you don’t understand
Correcting my steps when I make a mistake
In my life which is seemly frequent
I’m not even close to my peak yet
Still fighting off demons that
Live without reason inside of my head
Baby I wish I was dead sometimes
Can’t count up the times on my fingers
I thought about ending my life with no
Meaning and then I found you
And I love you to death girl, it feels like
We’re dreaming with every breath
That we make, and
These feelings are never gon’ break, but
Baby I’m different
Not even to close to a perfect man
But one things for sure is I will
Hold your hand until the end

I wish that you would call me
I wish that you never left
I wish that you would want me
But you wanted the best
So I’ll wait for the day I
Won’t wait for you anyways
You say that this was on me
Like I would just forget
So I’ll wait for the day I
Won’t wait for you anyways
Oh, I’ll wait for someday

Until the end
I’m working on being a better man
Emotions bend
And feelings change but that doesn’t
Mean imma let em in
Or feel the pain, when I lose you again
But up until then i’m in suspense, so I wait
I wish you would call me and tell
Me what’s been on your plate
It’s never too late to show me you love me

I wish that you would call me
I wish that you would want me
So I would wait for the day
I won’t wait for you anyways
I won’t wait for someday