Ely Waves - Trust Issues lyrics

I took down my guard and gave you my heart
Just to end up depressed
You tore me to pieces
And now that I’m bleeding
You still won’t confess?
The way that you read me
You played me so heavy
It’s like we were chess
The place that you hurt me
From being so thirsty
As deep as it gets, look

I just get lost in my head
I just wanted us but our lives
Were a mess in a bunch
So why did you tell me that
I was the person you loved
If it wasn’t true
Been writing these lеtters
Addressed еm to you
They’re written in blood but the
Color is blue like your
Face, when I’m saying this shit to your face
I’d assume i’m so done with you now, don’t
Call me or text me, It’s just too upsetting
I don’t wanna hide in my room, in my bed
With my head under covers
I’d end up regretting it all wrong
Which I don’t wanna do
This is my soul on the page
Opening up and it's all on display
Hoping that someone will finally know me
And just wanna stay and just wanna stay
I just wanna say

I took down my guard and gave you my heart
Just to end up depressed
You tore me to pieces
And now that I’m bleeding
You still won’t confess?
The way that you read me
You played me so heavy
It’s like we were chess
The place that you hurt me
From being so thirsty
As deep as it gets, look

I was just thinking of you, and us
I just have no where to go, or trust
I just keep getting no love, and fuck
Knife in my back so I always run
From issues and problems
Can never just solve em
To tell you the truth in this madness
Pushing my mind off of the edge of my canvas
Feeling the weight of the world
On my shoulders like Atlas, I dial my plug
Fill up on gas shit, cause he always gas me
When nobody else does
Been stationed here stuck on my own
In my house i want a home
But you ain’t about it and I now I
Keep doubting if I’ll be enough for somebody
You’ve broken my heart
And that shit was as tough like karate
Feeling our chops, all through my body
The picture gets spotty

I only remember the good
And forget all the bad
But that’s where I’m wrong, cause
Both what we had, Yeah
I only remember the good
And forget all the bad
But that’s where I’m wrong
Cause both what we had
But that’s where I’m wrong, cause
Both what we had, Yeah

I took down my guard and gave you my heart
Just to end up depressed
You tore me to pieces
And now that I’m bleeding
You still won’t confess?
The way that you read me
You played me so heavy
It’s like we were chess
The place that you hurt me
From being so thirsty
As deep as it gets, look

Deep as it gets, look