Gari, Lexodusthecosmus - Never Should lyrics

Fallin' in and outta focus
Got a broken heart diagnosis
I’ve been going through the motions
Tryna hide all these emotions
I text u late night tryna get you back
But you not having it so now I’m getting mad
Now I’m feeling sad now I’m in my feelings
Realized what we had
Was something one in a million
I need to feel it

If I could take back what I
Said girl you know I would
You living inside of my thoughts
Like it’s a neighborhood
I text you now and then to
Make sure that you doing good
I hope you find a man to
Do the things I never could
Girl, I need someone to help me
I'm smoking green all the
Time staying healthy
Girl, I thought you was my wifey
You made my heart bleed i need an IV

You only care about the money
And that's a fact cuz when I was down you
Ain't ever had my back plus
Every night when you told me I'm the best
Were all lies cuz you said that to the rest

Damn how I wish you were here
I'll tell you how much I loved
While whisperin' in yo ear
And not having u by my side
That be killing me every night
But man fuck it
I'll explain this to u right like
All the pictures inside my head
The memories in my mind
Of grabbing you by the waist while
Dancing with you at night
And taking you by the hand
To castles on top of the sand
And promises that we planned to
Promises that we can't man fuck
Man I told you I shoulda quit
When u told me that our love
Was over cuz what I did girl, I'm sorry
I'm truly sorry for everything
If I hurt or even worse
For all of the shit I did like