I Am Glory, Shiloh Dynasty - Have You Ever? lyrics

Father forgive me for you know
That I am always sinning
I tend to watch his body then
More liquor fucking up my system
Excuse my language that's a hang up on
How I saw that ya'll been feeling
I'm sorry I fell I won't judge you
And now that it's been a privilege
Cause I’m so low, for so long, ohh, aye

Have you ever seen somebody dead that’s
Right in front of you?
Have you ever witnessed someone talk
And knew it wasn’t true?
Have you ever looked somebody
Straight in their eyes
While you were overcome by suicide
Trying not to cry?
Have you ever had emotions
That you can’t hide
And thought that if you let them out
You would lose all of your pride?
Thats why you tried to keep
All your emotions inside
And count up all the tears from all
The fucking times that you cried
I never thought that I’d be
Letting out all these words
I guess my friend depression just
Wanted to be heard
Depression was obsessed with me
It wouldn’t let go
It had me in a lock and I didn’t even know
Have you ever witnessed fear
Take over your life
And thought that everything would be
Better if you weren’t alive
And all you tried to do was
Just get through and survive
But all you did was gather pain
That you can’t even describe?
Put in better words man, I just wanted to die
I wanted to let go and not even say goodbye
I knew I needed help but I
Was too scared to try
Until people asked me questions
That I couldn’t deny
Letting out my feelings man
It was hard to do
And you would understand if you
Had my point of view
But when they say they care about you
Know that it's true
Cause they would rather die than
Living life without you