Kurama SD, emptychest - Iced Hearts lyrics

Gotta feel something big
Your allowed not to stay
But the boredom we need all the passion today
If you say it is alright then
We all would be fine
Can you read through the words
That I'm trying to see

Falling down again i'm losing it
You're not my friend
So don't act like you are
Shoved a knife in my back now I can't relax
All the shit I saw from my past
My life flashes and It all crashes
Time passes now I am bleeding on the floor
Thinking all the heights I'll never soar
All the blood I now pour
That's how you left me on the floor
Now I'm dying on the floor fUCK YOU

I just can't take it no more
No more you left me dying on the floor again
I just can't blend in
I just can't bе spending another minute
In this timе in this grind I don't wanna die

Losing grip throwing a fit
All you do is bitch why do you always snitch
When the light goes out you switch

Iced hearts break apart
I don't feel a spark still wanna restart
Because of the past you still haunt

You know you just get to that fucking point
In your life where you don't care anymore
You don't care what people do
You don't care what people say
You just wanna be yourself
You just wanna fucking escape
From everyones fucking judgement
And I guess that's at the point I'm at

U don't know shit about me
So don't say shit about me
In a world so low that no one even smiles
Son hit the road and sold
His soul a while back
And i ain't been alright since that
Can u tell me how it went
For we chilled all summer
I was posted up at your
House said call my mother
Tell her i won't be home tll the
Next fuckin summer and i'm sorry
Gotta feel somethin better
Gotta be someone better
Its really hard not to copy someone else
Cause, I don't know myself at all
What do you want from me
Could i ever fuckin be
Anything but in my head
And have any thought but "am i dead?"
The past two days have been absolutely
Shit and i know why it's my fault
Yeah i gotta stay for him but realistically
I don't know how much more i can take

Losing grip throwing a fit
All you do is bitch why do you always snitch
When the light goes out you switch

Iced hearts break apart
I don't feel a spark still wanna restart
Because of the past you still haunt