Livid - Egzit lyrics

I've been yearning for quite some
Time to make this mine
Ninety-five percent of times I've been
Right between the lines
Pessimistic ways may be so close to right
Something deep within me makes me wanna fight

To speak of this makes tears run down my eyes
I'm scared like you
Cause, I'm the only one who tries
I'm growing sick – tired
Of these endless nights
I look to them and say

I'm doing just fine in my room
Feeling this wound
But this I'll take with me to my tomb
I don't understand what I do with these hands
They just sit there and stare
And shatter my plans

I've been having no sleep
It seems like endless nights
If it happens one more time
In her I will confide
I'm about to crack without a sound
– I think I'm breaking down
Feeling so alone
Spending too much time on my own

Facing my own skin has been so hard to bear
To face what's deep within begins
To make me scared i'm doing just fine