Livid - Under This lyrics

Wake me – I'm lost in this dream
Tell me, has this all been a nightmare?
Listen soaking in sweat much faster
Than I've ever been
I have been holding a grudge all along

Hold me, let me know
Save me from what I've become

I can say I've grown up
But, I secretly keep falling apart
And I'm heartless no doubt
But, your heartlessness is wearing me out
Now I've figured you out
No need to explain yourself one more time
You're just like me and it's tripping me out

Maybe it's wrong to believe
That it's just the way you've learned to cope
You've pulled me too close – this time
You've got me by the throat let go

Tripping me out wearing me out