NTHN (UK) - Wasting Time lyrics

Wasting time instrumental on repeat
Singing the same lines never satisfied
But I always try

I try to give my all in everything I do
I try because I know I should
But I never feel rewarded only relieved
Would it be easier if I were not
So eager to achieve?
If I didn’t put such pressure
On myself to succeed? If I didn’t care?
Wasting time
Instrumental on repeat singing the same lines
Helping others with their problems
Before solving mine

And I’m not saying mine are more important
But sometimes I wonder
If I’m considerate or only trying
To avoid my own

I’m not the type to usually want
To turn off my phone
To be happy sat in silence
Or to spend the night alone
But these messages they’re stressing me out

Wasting time
Instrumental on repeat singing the same lines
Thoughts that never leave my head
No matter how I try
A reflection of my state of mind