Pain of Salvation - Tongue of God lyrics

I cry in the shower and smile in the bed
I cry in the shower and smile in the bed
I cry in the shower and smile in the bed
I cry in the shower and smile in the bed

"Don't be afraid, " I hear people say
As if it will let me live if I'm just brave
Then the clouds of death
Would simply draw away

I cry in the shower and smile in the bed

The things that the living tell the not dead
If you only heard them
As they sound in my head
If you only heard them from this bed

What's on your mind, God? Spit it out

Tongue of God lip my grin
Run your tip over my back skin
I'm not your kissing kin tongue of God
Lash right in lick me clean on the inside
We were never kissing kin

God loves a jester god loves a joke
God loves a jester god loves a joke

I may be stubborn and headstrong
But, you know I mean well
Too demanding to call up
But too good for Hell
So if you don't love me I might still be okay
Still have enough spine to serve a punch line

What's on your tongue, God? Spit it out
What's that in your mouth? Spit it out!

Tongue of God lip my grin
Run your tip over my back skin
I'm not your kissing kin tongue of God
Lash right in lick me clean on the inside
We were never kissing

Tongue of God lip my grin
Run your tip over my back skin
I'm not your kissing kin tongue of God
Lash right in lick me clean on the inside
We were never kissing kin

I cry in the shower and smile in the bed
I cry in the shower and smile in the bed
I die in the shower i live in the bed
I cry in the shower i scream in my head