Penny The Goat - Ellie Woods lyrics

All she had known were the several
Foster homes she would move in
Until she ranaway at 16
But on the streets, nothing was sweet
She got offered a place to sleep
But she understood that nothing was free
So she got a boyfriend to protect her
But he used her for sex
And dwelled in self-pleasure
The income came from the unprotected
Sex that she was forced
To engage in with other men that meet her
Often given drugs to seduce
Her for more bread
How could she rebel with guns to her forehead
Always got threaten by the man that she loved
Same man that would beat her till
Her face came with blood
Forced in prostotution as a minor
Her brain was rewired but no
Heart found inside her
Raped and on drugs as the weeks went
Until The shadowman took her to
His place for the weekend

They got to his house around four
And you could see the guns hanging
From out the front door
They stepped inside and as he
Lead her to the bedroom
She was slipped pills on the ride
And now her heads doomed
He said he was aggressive
That he was gonna have his way
Whether or not she'd let him
Guns surrounded her
And you could tell that the room was secured
If she screamed then no sound occurred
He grabbed her gently by the throat
And did so, while she showed every sign of no
And the rape turned violent
The worlds silence stood by her fear of
Wondering if she would die tonight
He was not the kind of guy she liked
To escape
She thought back of when the sky was bright
And it somewhat helped her sustain the pain
Like getting Thrown to the wall
That contained some frames
Bleeding on the sheets
Tears made of pure agony
Hoping it was just a dream like it had to be
Asking god why she couldn't live happily
Like why did this have to happen to me
Tired of her shit, he stormed out the room
And returned with crack with something
Else behind his back
Said if this is a game, I just won it
That she broke the rules
So she had to be punished

And that's when it happened, to stop it
She the grabbed the gun
Pointed at him and shot it once
Then twice, three times for the pain
And one more for the child in her brain
Police arrived and concluded one thing
Murder in the first degree
No excuse to leave
The Jury said she was guilty made their
Decision to let her rot in prison