Phora - Tattooed Tears lyrics

I woulda stayed there if you waited for me
I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me
But that's where I'm wrong (Yeah)

Too many thoughts in my
Head, I've been drownin'
It's takin' my sleep
(Drownin', it's takin' my sleep)
Got drugs, got fame, got money
But I feel like I'm still incomplete
(Feel like I'm still incomplete) , yeah
Lost in the world and I feel light
I've been here too long, I don't feel right
Have you ever seen your nightmares come true?
Have you ever seen your demons in real life?
(Fuck)
Things I regret
I've seen things that I can't forget
I've seen many people question God
But I feel like the only real answer's death
(I feel like the only real answer's death)
Look, they don't ever really understand me
Conflicted by words that I say
(By words that I say) , yeah
Scared to approach me
And that's why I feel like
I'm always in the way
Try to write down my regrets
'til the list is done
I play with the blade 'til my wrist is numb
Pain in my heart, contradictin' thoughts
I don't really understand where
I get this from
So I
Tell my pain in these stories and I
Tattoo this ink in my skin
(I tattoo this ink in my skin) , yeah
Ever since a kid they would say I
Was hurt with a thirst for revenge
I'm hurtin' again
So I fill the needle 'til I bleed
These thoughts never wanna leave
I don't feel free
So I only feed what hurts me and
Turn down the help that I need
(Turn down the help that I need) , fuck
I don't know why I feel like this
Been so many years and I'm still like this
Fucked up thoughts in my head
I've been tryna find the end
But I didn't think it'd end like this
(Fuck)

I woulda cried there if you
Cried there with me
I woulda loved you if you lovin' on me
But that's where I'm wrong