Project Vela - What I Deserve lyrics

Why am I reaching so hard
When it’s standing so close?
Would I take it too far, becoming a ghost?
I missed the signs that were right here
Continued walking on my own
I’m laying down for the end yeah

If I see you, if I see you
If I see you, if I see you on the other side
If I see you, if I see you
If I see you, if I see you on the other side

When I feel alone or when I feel at fault
It’s the only way I know
And when I feel anything at all
It’s the only thing I know
Then I’ll carry this hurt
‘Cause it’s what I deserve so I won’t show
That I’ll never be whole

So why am I not feeling lost
When I’m falling apart?
And I don’t care what’s the cost

If I see you, if I see you
If I see you, if I see you on the other side
If I see you, if I see you
If I see you, if I see you on thе other side

When I feel alone or when I feel at fault
It’s the only way I know
And when I feel anything at all
It’s the only thing I know
Then I’ll carry this hurt
‘Cause it’s what I deserve so I won’t show
That I’ll never be whole

When I feel alonе, or when I feel at fault
It’s the only way I know
And when I feel anything at all
It’s the only thing I know
Then I’ll carry this hurt
‘Cause it’s what I deserve so I won’t show
That I’ll never be whole

I can’t open the door it’s safer being alone
I can’t open the door it’s safer being alone
'Cause that’s all I’ve ever known

(If I see you, if I see you
If I see you on the other side
If I see you, if I see you
If I see you on the other side)
If I see you, if I see you
If I see you on the other side
If I see you, if I see you
If I see you on the other side
(on the other side)

When I feel alone or when I feel at fault
It’s the only way I know
And when I feel anything at all
It’s the only thing I know
Then I’ll carry this hurt
‘Cause it’s what I deserve so I won’t show
That I’ll never be whole

Then I’ll carry this hurt
‘Cause it’s what I deserve so I won’t show
That I’ll never be whole

(When I feel alone or when I feel at fault)
That I’ll never be whole
(Or when I feel anything at all)
That I’ll never be whole