Propain - Fathers Day lyrics

Bougie folks I'm feeling out of place
But I heard they got Italian
Foods you gotta taste
Chandeliers in every table got a pasta dish
Dressed in suit's
I swear this shit look like a mobster flick
(I'm Rick & I'll be here to
Serve & take your order
Would you like Red Wine?
Some liquor? maybe water?
The artichoke's delicious sir' &
It's great for starters)
I'm actually meeting someone here
I'll just wait to order
Matter fact I'll take some vodka when
You bring that toast & - (Sir'? Sir'?)
Staring at the man
I just seen walk between them doors
The way my body froze out
You swear you think I seen a ghost!
So familiar
Looking like someone I seen before
Same eyes, even nose
Same size ring & clothes
Mama always told me that the
First impressions mean the most
But I been waiting my whole fucking
Life to let these demons go!
My body numb as he approaches
I grew up in the slums with the
Roaches cause this bum left me hopeless!
No, santa at my door
Just a fucking eviction notice!
God damn mayne, let me gain my focus, fuck!
He walk up extend his hand
And look me in the eye i accept
While tryna hide the evil in disguise!
Cause truth be told I wanna tell
Him come meet me outside!
Put a cannon to his temple, cocked
Squeeze & watch you die!
(Hey, how've you been son?) how I been?!
Man what the hell you mean?!
You don't know me!
How you act concerned for
One you've never seen?!
Where the fuck was you when I was
Young & had to grow with fiends?!
House full of junkies mayne
I swear my crib was Medellín
It's all nightmares in the gutta
We don't ever dream, never smile!
(Shh, Shh, Shh, son, son)
Bitch you could get it too
& that's on everything! I hate you nigga
I can't say it no other way!
(Whoah hey calm down)
I hope you never live to see another day!
(Calm down) nice to meet you ho!

I feel the pain as I enter the room
The sudden change of scene
Got my mental confused
Looking hopeless & stiff in a tube
It seem like yesterday we met
Today you gotta live through a tube
Looking up to God, am I missing the clues?
I hoped he die, but I didn't know that my
Wish would come true!
But then again as I'm looking
At him full of drugs
That resent me, built up in me
Whispered "pull the plug"
I grew up lost & out of tone
Tryna move with thugs anyone who took me in
Funny what we do for love poor as shit
Shoes looking like them hoes
Been through the mud!
Mama can't afford herself
Fuck she suppose to do with us?!
No gifts for christmas, birthdays
No calls from you! No pitch & catch
All that bullshit that a father do!
Word out
You got another son & a daughter too
But left me out to dry
Bitch you wonder why my heart removed?!
But what if that's false?
What if that part confused?
What if mama lying
& just wanted me far apart from you?!
What if you was locked up, wrote me
But I ain't read the kite? (groans)
Wake yo' ass up dawg, don't leave me twice!
Knees starting to buckle
A face full of sickness
I'm acting like I'm perfect
All this fake shit I committed
All the lies that I done told
All these games I played with bitches
Who the fuck was I to judge?!
I should be getting a sentence
So that's the past now
Honor thy father, it's in the bible
Even if they ain't did shit
Could a been avoided for a few of them dollas
Never made it out that clinic
Now I stay with so much to say
But not too much time & now it's too late

Happy Fathers Day!