Quadeca - Eyes lyrics

I woke up and my eyes were sore (yeah)
I gave you every last tear that I had
I don't think I can cry no more (No)
All of this red on my eyes looking
Like I never gotten high before (Huh?)
This is not regular love
This shit is a mile more (For real)
I think this is God's way of reminding
Me I need to smile more (yeah)

I played you my song, and we sobbed
(Huh?) , this music beyond just a job (yeah)
This music beyond gettin' up on my YouTube
And dissin' some pom for applause (For real)
I got a responsibility that's bigger than
Bullshittin' all for the mob (True)
I'm tryna ball while I'm here so they
Don't have to bawl when I’m gone
Yeah, life changed in a year
Changed in a week, changed in a second
(Second) sang when they didn't hear
They didn’t speak, they didn't question
(They did not)
Made my music in fear, made it
And re-framed my perspective
I hope that it's clear, now that you’re here
Came to my rescue
Losing time, let me let you know
Before I lose my mind, yeah
These days, something must be on my side
If I lose, at least I’ll
Tell 'em that I tried, yeah
(Tried, tried, tried, tried) that I tried

Yeah, okay
They say, "Great things take time"
I think time takes great things away, though
Lost all of my idols that
Had fallen like an angel
Who knows if they in the clouds with a halo?
Who knows? (Who knows?)
I look up to names for help (yeah)
But how can our idols save us (No)
If they can’t even save themselves? (Facts)
I gotta behave myself (yeah)
Gotta remember my start, no
I will not betray myself
I been afraid to tell
So alone, so, I just braced myself
I’ve wanted love since the age of twelve
Even before I could lace myself
That’s why when I know I lose all that I love
That it’s easy to hate myself
It’s my birthday! But I
Won’t celebrate myself (Huh?)
'Cause time is gonna take myself (yeah)
I’m on my Pro Clubs shit I create myself
But I’m never gonna rate myself
Picture-perfect, is it workin'?
Vision blurrin', missin' verses
Life really is a burden
Seein' my face on every sign
I’m a missin' person
Whatever he gets, the kid deserves it yeah

I woke up, and my eyes were sore
I gave you every last tear that I had
I don't think I can cry no more (No)
All of this red on my eyes looking
Like I never gotten high before (For real)
This is not regular love
This shit is a mile more (For real)
I think this is God's way of reminding
Me I need to smile more (yeah)

Losing time, let me let you know
Before I lose my mind, yeah
These days, something must be on my side
If I lose, at least I’ll
Tell 'em that I tried, yeah
That I tried

Hahaha, it's so bad, I can't

You’re nothing but a grain of
Sand in my hourglass
But I can spot you from a mile away, yeah
I’m searchin' for you