Sonoak - Try Harder lyrics

Sam had said when I moved you were unmoving
Though not as often lately I still
Find myself hoping she was joking
And the necklace somehow became a
Token of the wasted
The past and it's presence
So now sometimes I go to bed
Dreaming hard in my fevers
Well I wonder where they keep her
In the back of my head
And now of course there’s another
She’s my poisonous bother
But this time I have to
See her whenever she’s here
So now sometimes I can hardly go to bed
Cause it keeps me from sleeping
Who am I to keep her? Even
In the back of my head what a waste to be so
Scared of the next chapter
I can’t feel the same thing twice
And so why am I trying? Gotta drive on
Keep my little foot on the trigger
Don’t look back, stop turning around
Turn off my cell and keep driving
To new cities, new friends
Make some new scars, and write songs
Where I sing a little less
Play some new chords and quit yelling
It’s not so bad but I keep
Myself sad when I’m scared
It’s not hard if I agree to try harder
(so try harder)

(So now sometimes) I can hardly go to bed
When my dreaming is a threat
I can hardly go to bed
Cause it keeps me from sleeping
Who am I to keep them?
Things in their memory houses
Who am I to keep them?
Even in the back of my head