Until I Wake - Reasons lyrics

I'm always faded 'cause my brain won't
Let me get a second
I need sedation to escape the
Thoughts my mind is thinking
I'm so impatient and I know I
Need to stop and listen
I'm just afraid that I can't face
The world without you in it i must be crazy
You just cause me pain and give no blessings
Yeah I'm insane, i let you slide while you
Just leave me stressing
I'm in a state where I
Just coexist with my depression
What will it take to finally
Say "I've learned my lesson"

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know

Your mind is vacant
In a place that is so nihilistic
Locked in a cage
You masquerade around like you're the victim
You cannot change and I know fate
Has made up it's decision
I should erase you from the face
Of the world I exist in

But I can't let go
I'm just afraid that I can't face
The world without you in it
I can't get close i'm in a state where I
Just coexist with my depression

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave but I can't let go
I'm weak and I'm losing hope
There's reasons I can't get close

A feeling that's in my bones
There's secrets I'll never know
Should leave but I can't let go
I'm weak and I'm losing hope
There's reasons I can't get close

I can't get close