Waste, JAE’ZALA - Grave Of The Fireflies lyrics

I'm terrified of my own mind
Mentally tied up and confined
Always feeling like it's too much pressure
I think i'd rather be alone forever

I lie awake in bed and weep i
Clench my fists and grip my sheets
Always feeling like it's too much pressure
I think i'd rather be alone forever

I can't tell you how I feel inside
Makes me wanna run and hide
Cut every tie I have and
Crawl under the floor
Why must every time I make a stride does
It feel like i'm taking two steps backwards?

But it doesn't matter i'm so
Used to feeling shattered
My nightmares have names
The pills keep them at bay but they're
The only ones who kept my company

The heart knows what it wants but doubt
And volatile reservations often
Overshadow this

I've been wondering what it'd
Feel like to die
Will I still make it past twenty-five?

Trying to hold onto the present
Simple joys keep me rooted but I've
Got this penchant for defeat

Step off the ledge, momentarily fly