Ike O’Sign - I’m still here, at rock bottom lyrics

Fucking faded I stumble along the pavement
Hundred dollars in my pocket
All just spent on rolling papers
I need to get my act
Together handle all my business
Medication got me faded
I’m popping anti-depressants
Uncanny to standard listeners
They’ve all had enough of it
Disconnected friendships and these bitches
Don’t fuck with him
I’ve been going through a lot
But most of you know none of it
And I can barely function cause I’m
Always on some other shit
Reality seems grey and shit
I don’t know why I’m craving it
Someone stop the monologue
I’m drowning in my thoughts again
Constantly reflecting and regretting all
The things I’ve said
Only time I’m out my head is when
I’m doped out on these meds
Yeah this is closure in a way
You wanna say that you’re a fan of
Me then you should know I’m fake
And you should know that I’m a coward
And I hide behind my lyric
And to anyone that I have dissed
We’re all fucking dipshit's
But I’m also a hypocrite
Thank you for listening