​marcy vulse, 2007 - Idk anymore lyrics

This is me trying to let it out
No i don't feel better now
The advice didn't work, i'll keep it
Locked inside - tired of living
I just wanna end it now

My heart's a prosthetic
I never wanna feel again
I've been cryin', ya, i've been such a mess

Just give me your confidence again
Just give me all of your love again
My mind never stops racing
Back and forth in my room still pacing
I dunno what to do anymore
Could you tell me where to go?
Prescriptions don't work anymore -
I'd give anything to feel nothing
You don't like me? that's relatable
Think i bitch too much? that's relatable
Say i'm worth something? that's debatablе
Doesn't matter what they say
Bеcause i know i'm expendable
On the inside, when i'm numb
I can calm down when i'm kept up
On the outside, when i feel these cuts
It doesn't hurt, i just see the blood

Vines wrap around my arms
Limbs like trees i be posted in the yard
Mossy heart, i got fungi in my mental
Roots planted in the ground
I've become sentential
One with nature, i'm mother earth
Don't pick my stems, you know that shit hurt
Rain, rain go away, come again another day
When the sun comes out
I'll crawl to the pavement
When will i sprout, i'm waiting
Count it up, carbon dating
Don't touch me i got thorns
Plant a seed, i'm reborn