Love-sadKID, ​flwrs - Cold Soul lyrics

Cold soul, you know everybody loves you
Even so you can't see
The way you're supposed to go
You know everything that glitters isn't gold
Their faces turn to stone

The black denim jeans with the small pockets
You couldn't afford much you wore what your
Mom gotcha you took ya sister out chilling
Out the playground
The local moms around so you
Went on for a walk
Just a stroll you told yourself somewhere
You didn't have to talk
'Cause all the doctors in the world
Just seem to think you need a cott
And all the pills and lack of sleep
Can't beat a trip around the block
And you're in limbo falling yet there's
Not a sight of ground
A place where tears may often fall
Your sobs don't make a sound
And all the light becomes the dark
And all the hate just starts to pound
Upon that lock you set to guard your heart
With pieces never found then you saw her
The girl you dreamt to be your princess
Not one you had to save but
One that seemed she'd often listen
You're getting optimistic for someone
You haven't met yet
But I digress let's keep the camera
Rolling that's the best bet
To progress on the story and let's
Hope you have a check plan
But, you're getting caught up
You didn't notice her sneak up
You were getting so startled she
Thought it was hilarious
You thought you were anxious then
But now it's getting scarier
You start to stutter
Grays may change to blue
You can feel the butterflies they're
Getting tough to chew
You feel like you might blow up
But instead you'll just take flight
And then she'll grab you with her grace
And you'll embrace her tiny light
Cause she's so perfect even past
The blemish on her surface

You can see the soul that's chipped
And she thought she should hide
It's so painful seeing someone lovely
Get so stopped up
All the shine they bring is chopped up
But you can see the radiance
You just hold her hand
And say you'll be there
Through the rainy bit's
She just smiles blissfully you think
You're finally making friends
You realize that you're staring into
Space or in her eyes
And then you're standing all alone
Except she's right there by your side
And now it's different
Nobody is there for you but her

You're falling down through limbo yet
The darkness starts to blur
All the words you kept inside
In silent solitude she's heard
And she takes you to a world and
Tries to tell you jump head first
But you're so tentative
You forget your sentences
You mumble out regrets and fears
She stumbles down the steps and then
You might go to catch her
You don't really know
But the next thing you remember is
The darkness turns to stone
And you're standing in a castle
This endless fight with loneliness has ended
Your problems haven't gone away but
This is the beginning
You walk into the throne room
Yes the elephants apparent
She's the queen you've always
Wanted and you're staring
Hoping you could muster up the courage too
Take her hand in ways to show that
You could never hurt her like
Ways that she's been hurt before
You'd put it on your life
Because You've never met
Someone who could just remove all your strife
And in the blink of an eye
You're sitting back in the park
You must've fallen asleep but
Now you're falling apart
Cause she would stitch up the seams
She would light up the dark
You didn't notice there was someone beside
You right in the park
You looked around and she looked over
She was looking like art
You recognize her by face you
Wanna talk but she starts
She says she needs a new friend
Her family had just moved in
She offers up her hand and you
Take it like a new man
She's looking so vibrant
You're getting all silent
She looks into your eyes and so
You finally have decided to

Grow old, even though everything
That turns gray, turns to stone
You know that you want to take it on
You just
Have a fire lit inside you right at home, oh

Cold soul, it gets warmer
You could find what you want
Right around the corner
And gold falls right when you
Wanna make a little change
Turn concrete into mortar will you?