ghoulshorizon - breakdown lyrics
[ghoulshorizon - breakdown lyrics]
Can you hear me, I'm feeling the worst now
I don't wanna break down
I'm feeling the worst now
I don't wanna break down
I bet he's laying in bed with you now
I'm feeling the worst now
I'm shaking, I can barely breathe now
It's killing me, I don't wanna break down
I don't wanna break down
Fuck
I'm stuck in the back of my mind
I been fine, that's a lie
You were one of a kind
I'm not going outside
Stay inside and rip my bowl
I don't care, I just want you to be mine
I been fine, that's a lie
That's a fucking lie
I lie all the time
Kick me out, lock the door
I'm high all the time
Collapsing on the floor
All I do is cry, all I do is cry
All I do is cry
I been fine, that's a lie
I been fine, that's a fucking lie
Blood in the sink, I can't fucking think
All I do is smoke and drink
All I do is numb my brain
So I can barely think
'til my face turns pink
Voices in my head getting loud
The ground is cold
Can you hear me, I'm feeling the worst now
I don't wanna break down
I'm feeling the worst now
I don't wanna break down
I bet he's laying in bed with you now
I'm feeling the worst now
I'm shaking, I can barely breathe now
It's killing me, I don't wanna break down
I don't wanna break down
Fuck
Running out the door while I scream your name
We need some time apart thought
You'd feel the same
I don't like the thoughts
Running through my brain
And I don't like your eyes
Looking through my face
Weed smoke in my neck
Send a text then I pass out
Hit me back, like we should chill
But girl it's bad out
We could smoke
And watch a movie here at my house
Or I could ruin all we have
With words from my mouth
Ohhh, sometimes I can't control
What I fucking say
Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say
I need you 'cause I always loved you
I wish you would've stayed
Running out the door while I scream your name
We need some time apart thought
You'd feel the same
I don't like the thoughts
Running through my brain
I don't like your eyes
Looking through my face
I don't wanna break down
I'm feeling the worst now
I don't wanna break down
I bet he's laying in bed with you now
I'm feeling the worst now
I'm shaking, I can barely breathe now
It's killing me, I don't wanna break down
I don't wanna break down
Fuck
I'm stuck in the back of my mind
I been fine, that's a lie
You were one of a kind
I'm not going outside
Stay inside and rip my bowl
I don't care, I just want you to be mine
I been fine, that's a lie
That's a fucking lie
I lie all the time
Kick me out, lock the door
I'm high all the time
Collapsing on the floor
All I do is cry, all I do is cry
All I do is cry
I been fine, that's a lie
I been fine, that's a fucking lie
Blood in the sink, I can't fucking think
All I do is smoke and drink
All I do is numb my brain
So I can barely think
'til my face turns pink
Voices in my head getting loud
The ground is cold
Can you hear me, I'm feeling the worst now
I don't wanna break down
I'm feeling the worst now
I don't wanna break down
I bet he's laying in bed with you now
I'm feeling the worst now
I'm shaking, I can barely breathe now
It's killing me, I don't wanna break down
I don't wanna break down
Fuck
Running out the door while I scream your name
We need some time apart thought
You'd feel the same
I don't like the thoughts
Running through my brain
And I don't like your eyes
Looking through my face
Weed smoke in my neck
Send a text then I pass out
Hit me back, like we should chill
But girl it's bad out
We could smoke
And watch a movie here at my house
Or I could ruin all we have
With words from my mouth
Ohhh, sometimes I can't control
What I fucking say
Sometimes I can't control what I fucking say
I need you 'cause I always loved you
I wish you would've stayed
Running out the door while I scream your name
We need some time apart thought
You'd feel the same
I don't like the thoughts
Running through my brain
I don't like your eyes
Looking through my face