ghoulshorizon - im getting rly good at saying goodbyes lyrics
[ghoulshorizon - im getting rly good at saying goodbyes lyrics]
Don't leave me here all alone
Pick up the phone
I'm a mess baby pick up the phone
I should of given you all my love
And told you what I had on my chest
Maybe if I did you wouldn't of left
I'm getting really good at goodbyes
I'm getting really good at goodbyes
I'm getting really got at
Believing your lies
I'm getting really good at making you cry
I'm getting really got at
Believing your lies
I'm getting really good at making you cry
I can't win and it's not fair
I can't make you stay and I hate it
Can't breath going outside to
Get some fresh air
So I'm smoking to get faded
Trying to forget the thought of you
My hearts still jaded
Its not like you care
I'm becoming everything you hated
I cough more then I can speak
The thought of you is sedated
And I just wanna remember the good memories
I fucking hate it
I stay up all night remembering
The silhouette of your face
I hate it
I lay in bed waiting for your call
I hate it
I wanna leave us in the past
But I can't
And I fucking hate it
I'm getting really good at saying goodbyes
I'm getting good at believing your lies
I'm getting really good at making you cry
Goodbyes
I wish I never said those things
I wish you where here
My anxiety isn't helping
And I'm controlled by my fear
My fear of you leaving
You mean everything to me
So please stay with me
Without you i would be empty
X2
I want everything to be perfect
I know we got our flaws
You held me together
When i was falling apart in
The end of December
I was never good at controlling my temper
Controlling my temper
I'm getting really good at saying goodbyes
I'm getting really good at saying goodbyes