ghoulshorizon - memories from the past lyrics
[ghoulshorizon - memories from the past lyrics]
Lets play pretend real quick
Why don't you fucking wake me
Up when September ends
I remember crying in my bed listening
To Green Day
I don't know why I can't
Control my fucking temper
So I'm here dwelling on the past
I bottled up everything
Its painful to remember
Its painful to remember her
Or how he hurt me
Or how I did all those awful things
Or how I did all those unlawful things
I been up 4 days no rest
I wanna get this shit off my chest
There's nothing left
Wе don't know what's next
I'm not ready for the еnd of the week
But I'll overcome it eventually
I never meant to hurt anyone
Intentionally
I was thinking
I was thinking, thinking irrationally
When I get some sleep I'll get my dreams
Maybe mix and match
And maybe switch teams
Yeah maybe when I get some sleep
I'll make them notice me
Write these songs like it's poetry
People come around me now
That I'm worth something
And the people I trust left
I feel like no one wants me around
I don't care grieving is about
To hit 1k streams
After one month of doing music
I guess I really can do this
I guess I really can do this
I can really do this
Ohhh I can do it
I'm putting my heart into this album
People from my past wishing for me to die
I'm already dead, I've been dead for years
I'm sick of your lies you can
Hear the pain in my laugh
How long does the pain last?
Numb the pain with the flask
Feeling trash
How long does the pain last?
How long does the pain last?
You can hear the pain in my laugh
I always wake up and I feel like trash
And I feel trapped
And chased by the memories from the past
I'm only 19 and I have a fucking dream
To make it big in the music industry
Yeah I'm only 19 and I have a fucking dream
Lets play pretend real quick
Why don't you fucking wake me
Up when September ends
I remember crying in my bed
Listening to Green Day
I don't know why I can't
Control my fucking temper
So I'm here dwelling on the past
I bottled up everything
Its painful to remember
Its painful to remember her
I guess I really can do this
I can really do this
Ohhh I can do it
Why don't you fucking wake me
Up when September ends
I remember crying in my bed listening
To Green Day
I don't know why I can't
Control my fucking temper
So I'm here dwelling on the past
I bottled up everything
Its painful to remember
Its painful to remember her
Or how he hurt me
Or how I did all those awful things
Or how I did all those unlawful things
I been up 4 days no rest
I wanna get this shit off my chest
There's nothing left
Wе don't know what's next
I'm not ready for the еnd of the week
But I'll overcome it eventually
I never meant to hurt anyone
Intentionally
I was thinking
I was thinking, thinking irrationally
When I get some sleep I'll get my dreams
Maybe mix and match
And maybe switch teams
Yeah maybe when I get some sleep
I'll make them notice me
Write these songs like it's poetry
People come around me now
That I'm worth something
And the people I trust left
I feel like no one wants me around
I don't care grieving is about
To hit 1k streams
After one month of doing music
I guess I really can do this
I guess I really can do this
I can really do this
Ohhh I can do it
I'm putting my heart into this album
People from my past wishing for me to die
I'm already dead, I've been dead for years
I'm sick of your lies you can
Hear the pain in my laugh
How long does the pain last?
Numb the pain with the flask
Feeling trash
How long does the pain last?
How long does the pain last?
You can hear the pain in my laugh
I always wake up and I feel like trash
And I feel trapped
And chased by the memories from the past
I'm only 19 and I have a fucking dream
To make it big in the music industry
Yeah I'm only 19 and I have a fucking dream
Lets play pretend real quick
Why don't you fucking wake me
Up when September ends
I remember crying in my bed
Listening to Green Day
I don't know why I can't
Control my fucking temper
So I'm here dwelling on the past
I bottled up everything
Its painful to remember
Its painful to remember her
I guess I really can do this
I can really do this
Ohhh I can do it