ghoulshorizon - panic attack (interlude) lyrics
[ghoulshorizon - panic attack interlude lyrics]
Stiles?
I'm fine. Yeah, aside from the not
Sleeping, the jumpiness, the
Constant, overwhelming
Crushing fear that something terrible's
About to happen
But it's not just a feeling, though. It's
It's
Like it's a panic attack. You know
Like I can't even breathe
So if you're drowning
And you're trying to keep
Your mouth closed until that
Very last moment
What if you choose to not open your
Mouth? To not let the water in?
You do anyway. It's a reflex
But if you hold off until that reflex
Kicks in, you have more time
Right?
Not much time
But more time to fight your
Way to the surface?
I guess
More time to be rescued?
More time to be in agonizing pain. I mean
Did you forget about the part where
You feel like your head's exploding?
If it's about survival
Isn't a little agony worth it?
But what if it just gets
Worse? What if it's agony
Now and then - and it's just hell later on?
Then think about something Winston
Churchill once said
- "If you're going through hell
Keep going."
It's a struggle
To try and breathe when you're drowning
I'm fine. Yeah, aside from the not
Sleeping, the jumpiness, the
Constant, overwhelming
Crushing fear that something terrible's
About to happen
But it's not just a feeling, though. It's
It's
Like it's a panic attack. You know
Like I can't even breathe
So if you're drowning
And you're trying to keep
Your mouth closed until that
Very last moment
What if you choose to not open your
Mouth? To not let the water in?
You do anyway. It's a reflex
But if you hold off until that reflex
Kicks in, you have more time
Right?
Not much time
But more time to fight your
Way to the surface?
I guess
More time to be rescued?
More time to be in agonizing pain. I mean
Did you forget about the part where
You feel like your head's exploding?
If it's about survival
Isn't a little agony worth it?
But what if it just gets
Worse? What if it's agony
Now and then - and it's just hell later on?
Then think about something Winston
Churchill once said
- "If you're going through hell
Keep going."
It's a struggle
To try and breathe when you're drowning