ghoulshorizon - swamp // riverbank lyrics
[ghoulshorizon - swamp // riverbank lyrics]
And I'm sick of fucking filtering
I barely breath air
When it's lights out
But I know that the fear is still there
What am I doing this for?
I can't open up the door
I gotta fiddle with the lock first
This shitty life is more like a curse
If I throw my heart out will you find it?
All these shitty days will arise
Its true I said I love you first
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
But you have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?
If I hold your hand will you let go of it?
I'm drinking again just to get the
Thought of you off my mind
I'm glad you found love
But I don't have it
Reassure me to ease my mind
Tell me it's all gonna be fine
Please tell me it's gonna be fine
Fell in the swamp
Now I'm drowning
Rainy days, now I'm frowning
Open another bottle of liquor, I'm downing
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
You have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?
Climbing out the river bank
Water up to my waist
Blood on my clothes and face
Barely breathing, everything's going blurry
I need to hurry
No one's here to save me
It's over
It's over
Breaking down again
Use me to get over him
You do this over again
How can you do this to me?
I'm human
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
You have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?
I have bled enough
For this stupid love
Rip my heart out
Sew up the cut
I have had enough
I don't give a fuck
I've had enough
I'm stuck back in place
Days go to waste
Sipping liquor without a chase
Just so I can take it all to the face
I'm drowning my sorrows
I won't change
I'm the same
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
You have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?
I barely breath air
When it's lights out
But I know that the fear is still there
What am I doing this for?
I can't open up the door
I gotta fiddle with the lock first
This shitty life is more like a curse
If I throw my heart out will you find it?
All these shitty days will arise
Its true I said I love you first
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
But you have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?
If I hold your hand will you let go of it?
I'm drinking again just to get the
Thought of you off my mind
I'm glad you found love
But I don't have it
Reassure me to ease my mind
Tell me it's all gonna be fine
Please tell me it's gonna be fine
Fell in the swamp
Now I'm drowning
Rainy days, now I'm frowning
Open another bottle of liquor, I'm downing
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
You have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?
Climbing out the river bank
Water up to my waist
Blood on my clothes and face
Barely breathing, everything's going blurry
I need to hurry
No one's here to save me
It's over
It's over
Breaking down again
Use me to get over him
You do this over again
How can you do this to me?
I'm human
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
You have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?
I have bled enough
For this stupid love
Rip my heart out
Sew up the cut
I have had enough
I don't give a fuck
I've had enough
I'm stuck back in place
Days go to waste
Sipping liquor without a chase
Just so I can take it all to the face
I'm drowning my sorrows
I won't change
I'm the same
Why should I wait for
Someone who never cared?
For the last time
I remember we talked about it
You have no place for me
And you have him
So what's the point of
Having this conversation?