ghoulshorizon - vanity lyrics
[ghoulshorizon - vanity lyrics]
This vanity finds expression in the
Whole way which things exist
In the infinite nature of time and space
As opposed to the finite nature
Of the individual in both
In the ever passing present moment as
The only mode of actual existence
In the interdependence and relativity
Of all things
Tell me what I'm worth
Nobody can replace you on earth
Trying to fix the hurt
This music shit is all I have left
I hope it fucking works
I can't do this shit right
Everyone that tries to help
I push them away, end up starting fights
Waste my time scrolling through the nights
I haven't learned my lesson
I'm the same day in and day out
I mix the alcohol with the anti-depressants
I have opened myself up in my music
I never thought I could do this
I give people chances and
They fucking abuse it
I need to take this shit serious
Before I fucking lose it
When you listen to my music
Listen to my lyrics
You need to hear this
I've never been this scared before
I have been thinking about you all day
If you loved me why did
Our love fade to gray?
I can't promise you girl
I don't think we will be okay
So I spend my day in bed
Wishing I was fucking dead
I don't have a fucking destiny
I just want you to be next to me
How the fuck could you move on without me?
Maybe someday you will see
Maybe someday you will see
What you fucking did to me
Maybe you will have a better future
Maybe we will see
Maybe you'll see how you
Left me fucking empty
Maybe you'll see how the thought of
You got so fucking heavy
I guess you'll never get to
See the end of me
Fuck you
Fuck every word you said to me
You were never meant for me
Don't ever try to fucking tempt me again
Maybe when you hear this song
You're gonna resent me
I don't fucking care
This is the end
This vanity finds expression in the
Whole way which things exist
In the infinite nature of time and space
As opposed to the finite nature
Of the individual in both
Whole way which things exist
In the infinite nature of time and space
As opposed to the finite nature
Of the individual in both
In the ever passing present moment as
The only mode of actual existence
In the interdependence and relativity
Of all things
Tell me what I'm worth
Nobody can replace you on earth
Trying to fix the hurt
This music shit is all I have left
I hope it fucking works
I can't do this shit right
Everyone that tries to help
I push them away, end up starting fights
Waste my time scrolling through the nights
I haven't learned my lesson
I'm the same day in and day out
I mix the alcohol with the anti-depressants
I have opened myself up in my music
I never thought I could do this
I give people chances and
They fucking abuse it
I need to take this shit serious
Before I fucking lose it
When you listen to my music
Listen to my lyrics
You need to hear this
I've never been this scared before
I have been thinking about you all day
If you loved me why did
Our love fade to gray?
I can't promise you girl
I don't think we will be okay
So I spend my day in bed
Wishing I was fucking dead
I don't have a fucking destiny
I just want you to be next to me
How the fuck could you move on without me?
Maybe someday you will see
Maybe someday you will see
What you fucking did to me
Maybe you will have a better future
Maybe we will see
Maybe you'll see how you
Left me fucking empty
Maybe you'll see how the thought of
You got so fucking heavy
I guess you'll never get to
See the end of me
Fuck you
Fuck every word you said to me
You were never meant for me
Don't ever try to fucking tempt me again
Maybe when you hear this song
You're gonna resent me
I don't fucking care
This is the end
This vanity finds expression in the
Whole way which things exist
In the infinite nature of time and space
As opposed to the finite nature
Of the individual in both