Lieu - ​i can’t fix this by myself :/ lyrics

I can't talk to you cuz
You're makin it worse now
And I know behind my back you
Just point and laugh
But I'll figure things out
And there's nothing to do
I could live in a ghost town
Without my music there's no acknowledgement
And nothing at all I'd
Even lose my friends now
And I don't have any
I try to take the hurt out
Giving advice and I try my best
And I can't keep trying because
There's nothing that I found
And I don't have many
Most of them just say how I need to comfort
And I need to ask and I need to try
But I'd rather just drown
What's the point already
And it never works out i hate myself for it
And keep on suffering
The word for the timer I
Just spit my words out
And I keep getting lied to
Too much paranoia comes up fuck your lies
When you say that shit I regret
Tryna fix what we had now fuck off

Too many excuses
I don't know what the fuck I'm doin'
I can't trust someone that puts in time
Too many of my problems
I'll have to tell you again
Cuz you forgot 'em
And I can't make you care anymore
That's fine spend too many times regretting
Telling you that shit
When you let it fly past your head
Cuz all you do is lie
Too many tries of letting
You get to my head and it's upsetting
I wanted the love but you never liked- (Me)

Cried to the messages you sent me
Did I make you upset? It won't let me
Cuz I do it on purpose just to
See how it turns out
Cried to the messages you sent me
Did I make you upset? It won't let me
Cuz I do it on purpose just to
See how it turns out

You're better off without me
Maybe that you're right
Cuz you never even ask
If I'm feeling alright
I wonder what you're doing
So I look at the time
It's been two hours since I sent that shit
And you don't reply
You're better off without me
Maybe that you're right
Cuz you never even ask
If I'm feeling alright
I wonder what you're doing
So I look at the time
It's been two hours since I sent that shit
And you don't reply

I can't talk to you cuz
You makin it worse now
And I know behind my back
You just point and laugh
But I'll figure things out
And there's nothing to do
I could live in a ghost town
Without my music there's no
Acknowledgement and nothing at
All I'd even lose my friends now
And I don't have any
I try to take the hurt out
Giving advice and I try my best
And I can't keep trying because
Theirs nothing that I found
And I don't have many
Most of them just say how I need to comfort
And I need to ask and I need to try
But I'd rather just drown
What's the point already
And it never works out i hate myself for it
And keep on suffering
The word for the timer I
Just spit my words out
And I keep getting lied to
Too much paranoia comes up fuck your lies
When you say that shit I regret
Tryna fix what we had now fuck off