Lieu - ​its never how it seems lyrics

Making my way up, I've grown to hate us
I'm doing everything that I
Can and never could
And my hardest to stay up
I know I can't make it up
I just know that I'm misunderstood
I do what I can
And I try my best to stay awake
I stay away, I'd do it all again
I do what I want, and I try my best to give
Not take
But it never comes out perfect and I
I do what I want, you do what I say
I do what I do, you were never my friend
I never liked you, you never liked me
You know how I feel
I was thinking I always do this
And I don't know how you manage
And you probably want me to leave you alone