Love-sadKID, Delanie (tinykunoichi), ONODERA - Hopscotch lyrics

We been on this road for too long
I can feel it coming soon, tonight
And I don't know where it's all gone
But I know that it'll be alright

It's feeling like the petals just
Don't fall in my favor
Following fallen fickle dreams that put
My pen to the paper i think it's hopscotch
Jumping off one leg unto another
Better bet I make those colors change
Sunny days to acid rain
Life is just massive pain with
Cigarette burns and ash stains
Y'all must be smokin' something
Feel it in my lungs I gotta
Shout to get the word out
Like I'm swimming in the syrup I
Shoulda drowned inside this world now
Aunt Jemima got it out for me
Slower than I need to go
Burning rubber hopefully that someone else
Can see the smoke
SOS I need that help I am a mess, a handful
Least my momma says I'm
Funny and I'm handsome
I been jumping round on one leg
Losing balance like a manx
Signing deals on left and right I
Need that money in the bank
Feeling hopeless
Don't know where the road is
Lost my sight a mile back and
All I am is over it i know that's it

We been on this road for too long
I can feel it coming soon, tonight
And I don't know where it's all gone
But I know that it'll be alright

It's no coincidence I'm less friendly
Ain't no predicament to bob and
Weave been running on empty
Anchor weight resentment I'm tempted
To keep pretending
Put on my khakis and button
Up my tucked in shirt i wanna live simply
But fortune favors the consistent and
My masters ain't so omniscient
Calm kisses and a frantic sense of conviction
Remember, every face in the crowd be
Thinking that they think different
Heavy dose of self respect i pay my debts
I thrive in stress pay your tides
I even been lying less
Not a whole lot left to confess
I think I finally understand
Serving your purpose and scratching the
Surface of being a man
So deep inside my head
Affection read like accusation
Couldn't hear her begging
Me for reciprocation
Partly believing every resource spent
Need compensation forgetting
Love is not a zero sum equation
Got nothing but patience
There are things inside your heart that
You can't choke in blood
But that don't mean I don't want to
My default to confront you but
Wheres the growth in
Holding close the things that brought me here
Who you are gon' change as much
As what you thought you loved
Boy everything is perfect
I'm everyone I'm supposed to be
Not a follicle or cell out of place

We been on this road for too long
I can feel it coming soon, tonight
And I don't know where it's all gone
But I know that it'll be alright