Love-sadKID, Gould, Eleni Drake - Shining Through lyrics

Find peace within yourself
When you realize who you’re with
You know I’m here for you
And i’ll always be near to you

But I see nothing and I need nothing

Just the sleep i’ll always lack
Just want my serotonin back
Go down the stairs as the sun starts to rest
Still, better days lay ahead
Lounging the garden feeling your best

I wish someone had told me
It’s gon' be alright
I wish someone had told me
That i’ll be just fine

And I've been waiting for
Someone like you to just put me through what
You know you do

Getting through to you is just impossible
You take a little bite then you’ve got to go
What you’re thinking of me baby
Girl i got to know

Yeah lately I've been feeling like a bird
Who found a way to lose his wings
You see now I've been drifting downstream
Feeling like you’re tryna drown me

It’s a system but a piston’s
Moving tryna keep us
Floating you know that everybody
Need a chance i’ve been stuck on romance
I’ve been up and down on moment’s glance
Check me check me check please

I’ve been through it all
I don’t need a bestie

Let’s just rest up and please don’t make me
Feel the pressure and need to make peace
It’s just a reason i’m checking
Up all the pieces
The puzzle I put together it’s
Seeming to fall apart
I’ve been checkin' all the facts and
I put together a thesis

It’s me that I've been seeing
All the things are from the start

I was gonna bring it up but the time flew
You said you wanted me to try to
And I’m just super awkward to remind you
You was stuck up on all these other guys who
Would never even try to write a haiku
I knew when you said you were
His you were mine too
You ignore every single thing that I do
But whatever through the darkness
I’ma slide through

Someone had told me it’s gonna be alright
I wish someone had told me
That I’ll be just fine