​ninewaters - ​farewell, my first love lyrics

Yeah farewell to my first love
I'm going to watch you when I'm up above
I'm going to miss you when I'm thinking
Of the times that we were together
I thought we were forever, but I was so wrong
I haven't cried in forever
It's been so long
You thought I only kept you for my pleasure
You're wrong now I stay in the nether
It's where I belong

Since I've been alone I've been strong
But it's hard to stay alive
When my favorite human's gone
But now I'm posted in an
Orgy with my demons, writing songs
It'd be nice to go back in time
So I could right my wrongs
Ask me if I'm alive
I don't really know the answer
Ask if I want to die
Then I really know the answer
I just want someone by my side
Don't care if it's a dancer
New question, do you like romance, or nah?
In advance, oh yeah
Would you tell that you love me
Do you love me or nah?
I couldn't let go, I went too far
Mother knew that you were
Poison from the get-go, the start

Yeah, you were poison, you were poison yeah
Farewell to my first love
Farewell to my first love

Yeah farewell to my first love
I'm going to watch you when I'm up above
I'm going to miss you when I'm thinking
Of the times that we were together
I thought we were forever, but I was so wrong
I haven't cried in forever
It's been so long
You thought I only kept you for my pleasure
You're wrong now I stay in the nether
It's where I belong