​ninewaters - ​sterling lyrics

​​ninewaters

I wanna count sterling
No time to feel a certain
Way or to be hurting
Cigarettes and flames dance together
Like they're flirting
The flames inside our souls are
Burning out and that shit hurts
It really feels the worst
You don't need a gun when
We're feeling suicidal put me in a hearse
The way that I've been feeling got
Me thinking that I'm cursed
We're always catching feelings
But nobody ever learns
This shit is just the worst

In a pit of bad decisions, going first
Life is shit and just for
Meaning we all search
This shit is really wank
Tryna buy myself a house
It's easier to party when our
Lives are going south
Tell me you won't leave me
Take the lies up out your mouth
You don't know what I'm about
I wanna scream and shout
Your voice is getting hoarse and
It's bullshit that you spout
I'm tryna beat a dead horse
I already have my doubts
Already have my doubts
I really can't believe it
The time is coming where you
Tell me that you're leaving
But I don't blame you
You best believe it though that
I could never save you
That's a job for yourself (For yourself)
Yeah, I tried, but really couldn't help
(Couldn't help)
Cigarettes and beer in my room
I hate the smell (Hate the smell)
I was tryna get my balance in
Life and then I fell, yeah, yeah
(ninewaters, then I fell)
I feel okay and we're both lucky
That we like each other's face
But I'm unlucky that I felt
A certain way about you
You know that I really
Couldn't save the day, yeah

I wanna count sterling
No time to feel a certain
Way or to be hurting
Cigarettes and flames dance together
Like they're flirting
The flames inside our souls are burning
Out and that shit hurts
It really feels the worst
You don't need a gun
When we're feeling suicidal
Put me in a hearse
The way that I've been feeling got
Me thinking that I'm cursed
We're always catching feelings
But nobody ever learns
This shit is just the worst