stillharley - absence lyrics
[stillharley - absence lyrics]
Empty halls with your pictures on the walls
I can't shake this want to set fire
To all of them right now
And burn the memories right down
Missed calls and cigarettes to keep me calm
I can't shake this feeling
I could give up and end it all right now
Before it gets light out
But I'ma take these shots one by
One till the morning comes
Got my blood running hotter
Than the midday sun
Keep on putting more in my cup
The only thing I love
Now that she out of the frame
I ain't been sleeping enough
Why does nobody get it
I know I'm gonna regret it
This liquor's killing me
But It's what's keeping me in the picturе
I know nobody said it
But the grave’s wherе I'm headed
No matter what I do it seems like
I won't ever forget it
Yeah I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to look 'em in their
Eyes in the morning light
I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to compensate for all the
Shit that ain't going right
I can't breathe I'm too far
Gone minutes turn to
Hours without you I got nobody to call
So I gotta get wasted wasted every night even
Though I know this shit is liquid suicide
It's getting way too late but
I'm feeling the same
Hallucinating turned the corner and
You're there once again
It's driving me insane
What does it take to escape
The pressure building up inside of
Every inch of my veins
Look what I'm turning into
Another lost cause
Damaged goods and a burden too
I'm on the last straw
Fuck this life I’d give it all for you
I'm laying my cards
Open hand you’re what I'm running to
And that's what I'm meant to do
So I'ma take these shots one by
One till the morning comes
Now my heart's beating harder
Than the midday sun
Keep on putting more in my cup
The only thing I love
Now that she's out of the frame
I ain't been eating enough
Why does nobody get It
I know I'm gonna regret it
The cigs are killing me
But they're what's keeping me
In the picture i know nobody said it
But with you s' where I'm headed
Keep tryna call you but it's
Silent on the other end
Yeah I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to look 'em in their
Eyes in the morning light
I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to compensate for all the
Shit that ain't going right
I can't breathe I'm too far
Gone minutes turn to
Hours without you I got nobody to call
So I gotta get wasted wasted every night even
Though I know this shit is liquid suicide
I'm sick of getting wasted
Wasted every night
Just to look 'em in their
Eyes in the morning light
I'm sick of getting wasted
Wasted every night just to compensate for
Everybody saying goodbye
I can't breathe I'm too far gone
Hours turn to days without you
Got nobody to call
So Imma get wasted wasted one more
Time and if I do it right
This will be the last night I close my eyes
I can't shake this want to set fire
To all of them right now
And burn the memories right down
Missed calls and cigarettes to keep me calm
I can't shake this feeling
I could give up and end it all right now
Before it gets light out
But I'ma take these shots one by
One till the morning comes
Got my blood running hotter
Than the midday sun
Keep on putting more in my cup
The only thing I love
Now that she out of the frame
I ain't been sleeping enough
Why does nobody get it
I know I'm gonna regret it
This liquor's killing me
But It's what's keeping me in the picturе
I know nobody said it
But the grave’s wherе I'm headed
No matter what I do it seems like
I won't ever forget it
Yeah I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to look 'em in their
Eyes in the morning light
I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to compensate for all the
Shit that ain't going right
I can't breathe I'm too far
Gone minutes turn to
Hours without you I got nobody to call
So I gotta get wasted wasted every night even
Though I know this shit is liquid suicide
It's getting way too late but
I'm feeling the same
Hallucinating turned the corner and
You're there once again
It's driving me insane
What does it take to escape
The pressure building up inside of
Every inch of my veins
Look what I'm turning into
Another lost cause
Damaged goods and a burden too
I'm on the last straw
Fuck this life I’d give it all for you
I'm laying my cards
Open hand you’re what I'm running to
And that's what I'm meant to do
So I'ma take these shots one by
One till the morning comes
Now my heart's beating harder
Than the midday sun
Keep on putting more in my cup
The only thing I love
Now that she's out of the frame
I ain't been eating enough
Why does nobody get It
I know I'm gonna regret it
The cigs are killing me
But they're what's keeping me
In the picture i know nobody said it
But with you s' where I'm headed
Keep tryna call you but it's
Silent on the other end
Yeah I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to look 'em in their
Eyes in the morning light
I gotta get wasted wasted every night
Just to compensate for all the
Shit that ain't going right
I can't breathe I'm too far
Gone minutes turn to
Hours without you I got nobody to call
So I gotta get wasted wasted every night even
Though I know this shit is liquid suicide
I'm sick of getting wasted
Wasted every night
Just to look 'em in their
Eyes in the morning light
I'm sick of getting wasted
Wasted every night just to compensate for
Everybody saying goodbye
I can't breathe I'm too far gone
Hours turn to days without you
Got nobody to call
So Imma get wasted wasted one more
Time and if I do it right
This will be the last night I close my eyes